[It sounds like a deeply unhappy time. He can't tell how much of that is Cliff and how much of that is just the way things actually are. Doesn't seem fair either way.]
Reminds me of lessons from the Sisters of the church.
[He says it ruefully. Rest their spirits, wherever they were.]
[Nuns... Terrifying, not the life for him. Not really the life for Héctor either, in his opinion. And then...
Hm. Cliff only really knew about disappointing one stand-in for a parent. What must Héctor have felt, thinking on them when he'd found himself labeled a sinner deserving of Hell? Even when you disagreed with them, even when you hated them, it...still hurt.]
...I don't know. That's not for a while, and there's a lot to make it even possible. I only just got into driver's ed before coming here. Kaito's teaching me to ride his motorbike a little bit, now. It'd probably be easier if I did leave, you know?
[There were a lot of people he'd imagined disappointed. But, by now, he's used to the thought of disappointing people.
He hums to what Cliff says.]
Easier... maybe. Could just be hard in another way though. [He'd know about that. But...] I wouldn't want you sticking around that rotten step-father of yours. But it's tough on your own too. You'd have to really weigh things and think about what you're looking for. And if you can still keep the rest of your family close somehow.
[Amazing that when someone knows intimate details about your life and generally cares for your wellbeing, they bring concerns about your situations present and future to you...
Well! He'll just swerve into a topic that...is slightly less uncomfortable? Maybe??]
Coco and I talked...a little. Sort of. She's not sure she'd want to move out of the house. I like Santa Cecilia a lot, but living with my in-laws isn't exactly my dream future. Maybe with the veil's down, we can get some teleportation thing set up so I could, you know. Have my own space, but not make Coco choose. And then I could visit Mom and Kevin really easily, too.
He listens to Cliff's idea, nodding slow, though his brows are furrowed.]
And she's alright with that?
[He asks as gently as he can. He doesn't want to judge the situation that works best for Cliff. But he wonders if Coco is happy with it. He doesn't even know if he could do such a thing if he were in the same shoes.]
No. [He says it quick, then again, softer.] No. I don't mean that. I wouldn't want her away from her family and, in truth, in having much similar shoes, I don't believe her real father would be able to let her go. [He smiles apologetically.]
It's only that... she'll wish you were there. But, at the same time, she wouldn't want you to be miserable. It would hurt her more to see that-- and that is not a suggestion to go hiding it. [He gives a pointed look.] No, I think the plan you have is the best one.
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Reminds me of lessons from the Sisters of the church.
[He says it ruefully. Rest their spirits, wherever they were.]
You thinking of going out in the world then?
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[Nuns... Terrifying, not the life for him. Not really the life for Héctor either, in his opinion. And then...
Hm. Cliff only really knew about disappointing one stand-in for a parent. What must Héctor have felt, thinking on them when he'd found himself labeled a sinner deserving of Hell? Even when you disagreed with them, even when you hated them, it...still hurt.]
...I don't know. That's not for a while, and there's a lot to make it even possible. I only just got into driver's ed before coming here. Kaito's teaching me to ride his motorbike a little bit, now. It'd probably be easier if I did leave, you know?
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[There were a lot of people he'd imagined disappointed. But, by now, he's used to the thought of disappointing people.
He hums to what Cliff says.]
Easier... maybe. Could just be hard in another way though. [He'd know about that. But...] I wouldn't want you sticking around that rotten step-father of yours. But it's tough on your own too. You'd have to really weigh things and think about what you're looking for. And if you can still keep the rest of your family close somehow.
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Well! He'll just swerve into a topic that...is slightly less uncomfortable? Maybe??]
Coco and I talked...a little. Sort of. She's not sure she'd want to move out of the house. I like Santa Cecilia a lot, but living with my in-laws isn't exactly my dream future. Maybe with the veil's down, we can get some teleportation thing set up so I could, you know. Have my own space, but not make Coco choose. And then I could visit Mom and Kevin really easily, too.
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He listens to Cliff's idea, nodding slow, though his brows are furrowed.]
And she's alright with that?
[He asks as gently as he can. He doesn't want to judge the situation that works best for Cliff. But he wonders if Coco is happy with it. He doesn't even know if he could do such a thing if he were in the same shoes.]
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It's the best I could come up with.
[But yeah, no. Probably not. He's not all that happy with it, either, even if it's the best compromise.]
I know that you all living together isn't a weird thing, and I liked visiting. Just... I don't know.
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Hey, it's what you need. If it works out for you two then that's all there is to it. I hope it goes well.
[He just worries for Coco too, that's all.]
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I can't ask her to leave her family. Even if we stayed close, it's -- I can't put that on her.
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It's only that... she'll wish you were there. But, at the same time, she wouldn't want you to be miserable. It would hurt her more to see that-- and that is not a suggestion to go hiding it. [He gives a pointed look.] No, I think the plan you have is the best one.