[There's an abashed laugh, because he knows Héctor's right about that, too.] I...I don't think I can live with walking away from this. Not ever. I know that much.
[His tone dampens a little.] Oh.... I'm sorry about your family, Héctor.
You and Nekane happy, then? I know not everyone got married by choice. But some of the mashups were welcomed. And, if you're happy for a second chance, even here, then I'm happy for you, too.
It's... well, it's not alright, it's kind of terrible but. But there's nothing I can do. Not now.
But Nekane and I are happy, yes. The marriage was sort of an accident, but, they'd more or less proposed to me before that and I have to admit, as much I did and still my love my wi- er- Imelda, I'd fallen in love with Nekane too well before I'd redeemed out of here. Thank you.
To be honest, everything I knew from before might already be gone. I've known that for a while. I just still don't know for sure. I guess I have to pay one way or another.
Yeah. I guess you can't really do anything about there from here.
I know that feeling. I'll always love Sara. I can't go a day without thinking of her, but I love Teddy, and Billy, too. I never thought it was possible, but...there it is.
As long as you're happy with Nekane, I think that's all that matters.
I know what you mean. I didn't understand the whole... having space in the heart for others. It's kind of crazy. But as you say, there it is.
Let me say from experience then, something for you to mull over. Time is funny. You might find that the world is just as you left it, exactly the moment you left. But you don't just have to go home. I was offered before I left, the chance to bring someone with me. I don't doubt that, if you asked, Lucifer could have you sent somewhere else. To the world of this Billy or Teddy, for example. In either case, wherever you go, if you go at all, make sure you ask to remember.
It is crazy. Hearts can be bigger than I thought. I thought for a long time there was only room for Sara. But...here we are.
[He's quiet for a bit, as Héctor has really given him a lot to consider.]
Teddy offered, already. He said if my world was already gone, then...I could go with him.
So thank you. I'll think about that. I can't just leave my world as it was, but there is a chance God already destroyed everyone without me. The fact it's possible, helps.
Mm... Well... I hope your world is not gone, if only for your peace of mind.
You've got two near-impossible tasks ahead and you can only begin to help one of them. I wish you luck, whichever one you choose. Either way, if you do get to stick it to Our Heavenly Father, give him regards as well. I'm sure you know what sort of regard that is.
Me, too. But I know I need to be prepared for that reality, as well. So I'm trying to be strong about it.
[Instead of whiny and crying about it, like he had been for a while.]
Heh. You know. I hadn't even thought of that before, but if I wanna face this asshole God here, too, I might have to suck it up and get redeemed.
I'm gonna see what else I can do here first, but if it comes to that, we'll see if I can get people free that way. And believe me, I'll regards for all of us.
...yeah. I might not be able to handle that. That's why I still hope. Maybe at the end of all of this, I'll find out my fears and worries were for nothing.
[There's a soft laugh.] Okay, Héctor. You're not the only one. I'm not gonna make anyone leave. Just maybe make things a little less horrifying, if I can.
Until then, I'll just try to be the best friend to all of you I can be. Make things suck just a little less.
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[His tone dampens a little.] Oh.... I'm sorry about your family, Héctor.
You and Nekane happy, then? I know not everyone got married by choice. But some of the mashups were welcomed. And, if you're happy for a second chance, even here, then I'm happy for you, too.
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It's... well, it's not alright, it's kind of terrible but. But there's nothing I can do. Not now.
But Nekane and I are happy, yes. The marriage was sort of an accident, but, they'd more or less proposed to me before that and I have to admit, as much I did and still my love my wi- er- Imelda, I'd fallen in love with Nekane too well before I'd redeemed out of here. Thank you.
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Yeah. I guess you can't really do anything about there from here.
I know that feeling. I'll always love Sara. I can't go a day without thinking of her, but I love Teddy, and Billy, too. I never thought it was possible, but...there it is.
As long as you're happy with Nekane, I think that's all that matters.
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Let me say from experience then, something for you to mull over. Time is funny. You might find that the world is just as you left it, exactly the moment you left. But you don't just have to go home. I was offered before I left, the chance to bring someone with me. I don't doubt that, if you asked, Lucifer could have you sent somewhere else. To the world of this Billy or Teddy, for example. In either case, wherever you go, if you go at all, make sure you ask to remember.
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[He's quiet for a bit, as Héctor has really given him a lot to consider.]
Teddy offered, already. He said if my world was already gone, then...I could go with him.
So thank you. I'll think about that. I can't just leave my world as it was, but there is a chance God already destroyed everyone without me. The fact it's possible, helps.
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You've got two near-impossible tasks ahead and you can only begin to help one of them. I wish you luck, whichever one you choose. Either way, if you do get to stick it to Our Heavenly Father, give him regards as well. I'm sure you know what sort of regard that is.
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[Instead of whiny and crying about it, like he had been for a while.]
Heh. You know. I hadn't even thought of that before, but if I wanna face this asshole God here, too, I might have to suck it up and get redeemed.
I'm gonna see what else I can do here first, but if it comes to that, we'll see if I can get people free that way. And believe me, I'll regards for all of us.
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In any case, don't worry about getting me out. I'm fine right where I am.
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[There's a soft laugh.] Okay, Héctor. You're not the only one. I'm not gonna make anyone leave. Just maybe make things a little less horrifying, if I can.
Until then, I'll just try to be the best friend to all of you I can be. Make things suck just a little less.