I didn't ask you to do that for me. I wanted to do this the right and if that failed we could fight back together but not with the cult. Something you could've remembered by the fact that I got a letter from them too! But you didn't see me ripping up your family photo, the only thing you love that you seem capable of protecting.
Nekane wouldn't have even known you if I hadn't. You hurt everyone you love because you got one command from some all powerful monsters and you jumped for the purpose. You spout apologies but you're just sorry for yourself.
For once in your screwed up life, listen. Pick. A. Side. If you don't want to be a monster you need to figure out how to control yourself, draw a line, and never cross it again. Remember this, what you have done. And then when some new idiot who hasn't been hurt by you actually believes you when you say you're changing, you might actually have a chance of some happiness in the span of your eternity here.
Or, you can keep martyring yourself and crying how none of it was in your power. If that's the hell you want to earn, so be it.
IVE BEEN ON YOUR SIDE FOR MONTHS I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO HELP YOU I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO GET BETTER FOR YOU. ITS NOT MY FUCKING FAULT IF IT DIDNT WORK OUT YOUR WAY. YOU STUPID FUCKING PRICK.
you want a real fucking apology hector? im sorry i dont fucking trust daddy lucifer to fix all your problems im sorry i cant fucking take care of myself the way everyone expects me to im sorry i cant shut off the thoughts ive been battling with my whole fucking life im sorry i cant sit around and watch the world burn like you do if you wanna sit on your high horse now and pretend ive been sitting on my ass this whole time then you can fucking go ahead
never should have given you the benefit of the doubt youre just like janet and francis weak and fucking self righteous go choke on a dick.
Maybe you should have been trying to get better for yourself. Maybe one of those weak and self righteous people you claim to have loved would still be alive. But slapping a pretty paint job over the self-serving bastard you are is all you know how to do. Don't pretend I never loved or forgave you through all the times you stabbed me in the back. Or do, I don't care anymore. Let it be the first thing you see before you try texting me again and maybe it will save us both the trouble.
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You wanted to talk? We're talking.
I didn't ask you to do that for me. I wanted to do this the right and if that failed we could fight back together but not with the cult. Something you could've remembered by the fact that I got a letter from them too! But you didn't see me ripping up your family photo, the only thing you love that you seem capable of protecting.
Nekane wouldn't have even known you if I hadn't.
You hurt everyone you love because you got one command from some all powerful monsters and you jumped for the purpose.
You spout apologies but you're just sorry for yourself.
For once in your screwed up life, listen.
Pick. A. Side.
If you don't want to be a monster you need to figure out how to control yourself, draw a line, and never cross it again.
Remember this, what you have done.
And then when some new idiot who hasn't been hurt by you actually believes you when you say you're changing, you might actually have a chance of some happiness in the span of your eternity here.
Or, you can keep martyring yourself and crying how none of it was in your power. If that's the hell you want to earn, so be it.
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I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO HELP YOU
I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO GET BETTER FOR YOU.
ITS NOT MY FUCKING FAULT IF IT DIDNT WORK OUT YOUR WAY.
YOU STUPID FUCKING PRICK.
you want a real fucking apology hector?
im sorry i dont fucking trust daddy lucifer to fix all your problems
im sorry i cant fucking take care of myself the way everyone expects me to
im sorry i cant shut off the thoughts ive been battling with my whole fucking life
im sorry i cant sit around and watch the world burn like you do
if you wanna sit on your high horse now and pretend ive been sitting on my ass this whole time then you can fucking go ahead
never should have given you the benefit of the doubt
youre just like janet and francis
weak and fucking self righteous
go choke on a dick.
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Maybe one of those weak and self righteous people you claim to have loved would still be alive.
But slapping a pretty paint job over the self-serving bastard you are is all you know how to do.
Don't pretend I never loved or forgave you through all the times you stabbed me in the back.
Or do, I don't care anymore.
Let it be the first thing you see before you try texting me again and maybe it will save us both the trouble.
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we agree on one thing
ive been wasting my time.
im not gonna bother anymore.