i didn't want to hurt you. i was doing it to help you. i know that doesnt make sense but i swear i thought i knew what i was doing i fucked up i know i did can you just talk to me
the order are a threat lucifer wouldnt warn against them unless they can hurt him so they must have things he doesnt lucifer cant get you out of here but the order might so i needed their approval
it doesnt matter hawke stopped me i failed so it was pointless and i fucked everything up i killed you for nothing
You want to pin this on me? REALLY? YOU WANT BLAME ME FOR YOUR ACTIONS? FOR ALL OF THIS? WHAT PROOF DO YOU HAVE THAT LUCIFER CAN'T GET ME OUT? WHAT PROOF DO YOU HAVE THAT THE CULT COULD? DO YOU KNOW WHAT THEY DO? DO YOU KNOW WHAT THEY WANT? I DO! AND I CAN TELL YOU RIGHT NOW IT DOESN'T GET ME OUT OF HERE! YOU IDIOT, I THOUGHT YOU KNEW BETTER! YOU KNOW CULTS! AND YOU TOLD ME YOU DIDN'T GO!
THE ONLY THING THE SINGLE THING YOU HAVE RIGHT HERE IS THAT YOU FUCKED UP EVERYTHING! AND YET YOU STILL THINK THIS IS ABOUT ME! YOU'RE A FUCKING MONSTER!
You took Nekane. You did it for a cult. You took them and you strapped them down. You cut them open. You had your
fun.
I saw it. I saw the room you did it in. Everything you used. I saw them. I found them where you left them. I saw every single mark you left on them before I died. I saw everything every little bit of healing that they managed here destroyed for nothing for me because I associated with you
you don't know what sorry is you can't comprehend the way I feel right now
I'm going to work off this sin just like I did all the others I'll get out of here, without your help I never wanted to be a murderer I let myself burn because I didn't want to hurt anyone But you want to know something? Now that it's done of all my sins the only one I'll never regret is killing you
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i was doing it to help you.
i know that doesnt make sense but i swear i thought i knew what i was doing
i fucked up i know i did
can you just talk to me
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To help me?
ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR DAMNED MIND?
YOU THINK KNOWING WHAT YOU WERE DOING MAKES THIS BETTER?
HOW THE HELL DOES ANY OF THIS HELP?
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it doesnt matter
hawke stopped me
i failed
so it was pointless
and i fucked everything up
i killed you for nothing
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Worse.
You're a fucking fool.
You want to pin this on me?
REALLY?
YOU WANT BLAME ME FOR YOUR ACTIONS? FOR ALL OF THIS?
WHAT PROOF DO YOU HAVE THAT LUCIFER CAN'T GET ME OUT?
WHAT PROOF DO YOU HAVE THAT THE CULT COULD?
DO YOU KNOW WHAT THEY DO? DO YOU KNOW WHAT THEY WANT?
I DO! AND I CAN TELL YOU RIGHT NOW IT DOESN'T GET ME OUT OF HERE!
YOU IDIOT, I THOUGHT YOU KNEW BETTER!
YOU KNOW CULTS! AND YOU TOLD ME YOU DIDN'T GO!
THE ONLY THING
THE SINGLE THING YOU HAVE RIGHT HERE
IS THAT YOU FUCKED UP EVERYTHING!
AND YET YOU STILL THINK THIS IS ABOUT ME!
YOU'RE A FUCKING MONSTER!
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im sorry
i was just trying to help you
im so sorry
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You did it for a cult.
You took them and you strapped them down.
You cut them open.
You had your
fun.
I saw it.
I saw the room you did it in.
Everything you used.
I saw them.
I found them where you left them.
I saw every single mark you left on them before I died.
I saw
everything
every little bit of healing that they managed here
destroyed
for nothing
for me
because I associated with you
you don't know what sorry is
you can't comprehend the way I feel right now
I'm going to work off this sin
just like I did all the others
I'll get out of here, without your help
I never wanted to be a murderer
I let myself burn because I didn't want to hurt anyone
But you want to know something?
Now that it's done
of all my sins
the only one I'll never regret
is killing you
Goodbye Dodger.