unpocoloco: (Wounded)
Héctor ([personal profile] unpocoloco) wrote2019-09-03 07:16 pm

IC Inbox For Penance


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smokedout: Go on the date just to get the dress off ♪ (4 ♪ Oh yeah I'm a sexy mess)

[personal profile] smokedout 2020-06-10 01:26 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, I know." He sighs quietly, "They're all the same thing, you know. Angels and heroes and mutants. Humans make judgement calls, decide who's a hero and who's a psychopath, but no one owes the world anything. And anything you call brave could be some mutant's publicity stunt. I mean, fuck... back home, it didn't matter if someone was following the law. If they used their powers in public, they got labeled as a dangerous individual. God forbid if they tried to hurt someone in self defense."

He sets his jaw, and manages to stop himself before he actually gets upset about it.

"My point is.. that people like you matter more. Loyal people that just look out for the people they love. People that don't try to get involved in the whole world's business. 'Cause the world sure as fuck doesn't care who gets hurt in the process."
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[personal profile] smokedout 2020-06-10 04:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Dodger raises his brows a bit, when Hector moves on top of him. But he isn't arguing, especially when Hector touches his face. Instead he melts, settling into the bed and sliding a hand up to hold Hector by his waist.

"What you're describing is my job back home. And you don't think I'm a hero, right?"

No, he really doesn't get it. And there's a twitch in his expression when Hector draws his hand back, questioning him, just for a moment. It's enough to distract him when Hector starts to sit up, and his fingers tighten a bit against his side.

"You really make it hard to resist you." But he doesn't rise up, doesn't chase if Hector doesn't want it. He just watches him, with that cloudy look in his eyes.
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[personal profile] smokedout 2020-06-10 05:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Dodger lets out a huff of laughter, but he isn't going to push his point. His world feels too different from everyone else's, and he isn't sure how much of that is true and how much is the part of his world he lived through.

"I'm probably dead, back home. Who knows where I'll end up, if I work off my sins... but wherever it is, I'll do what I can. And you're... kinda right. I mean, the point of Atlas was to make things better for everyone, but we... lost sight of it. Or maybe that was never the real point. I don't know."

That smirk slides back onto his face with the apology, though.

"Oh, no you don't." He tugs Hector onto his lap. A pause, and he struggles for a moment with his thoughts. "I want you close. Please."
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[personal profile] smokedout 2020-06-10 07:40 pm (UTC)(link)
"At some point, sure." He runs his hands over Hector's back, gently leading him down while he leans up to steal a kiss. "But for now..."

He rolls them over, pinning Hector to the bed with his hands on the younger man's wrists and a knee pressed between his legs. He pauses there, hesitating and pressing another kiss to his lips.

"...Is that alright?"
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[personal profile] smokedout 2020-06-11 01:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Dodger lets out a quiet laugh, as his lips travel down Hector's chin and along his neck.

"I'll hold you to that."

His hands slide down Hector's arms, his palms warmed just until the air feels cold without them. He moves to unbutton Hector's shirt, pressing kisses along his skin as he uncovers it. His motions are slow, soft, checking every so often to make sure Hector is still enjoying it.

He finally pauses when he reaches Hector's belt, glancing up just to reassure himself again before he starts to unbuckle it.
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[personal profile] smokedout 2020-06-12 03:43 am (UTC)(link)
"Sorry, I'll rush next time." He teases, sinking his teeth lightly into Hector's inner thigh as he pulls his pants off.

He doesn't go straight to business - instead his mouth wanders along the younger man's skin, nipping gently at the sensitive spots around his inner thighs, running his tongue slowly over his balls and up the length of his cock. It's almost like he's doing this on purpose, torturing Hector with slow and careful motions as he gently explores the body he already knows quite well.

There's only a little bit of reprieve when he adds a hand to the mix, slowly stroking Hector as he glances up with a devilishly charming smile. "You look real gorgeous from here, y'knwo."
smokedout: But not me, oh no ♪ (12 ♪ Everybody out there on the job)

[personal profile] smokedout 2020-06-12 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
"And you're beautiful, when you're sitting right where I want you." He laughs softly, leaning back up to sink his teeth into Hector's neck this time, just beside his throat. He has to be careful, the demonic influence has left his teeth sharp and jagged, but the soft flesh is almost too hard to resist. And he pulls back to press a kiss to Hector's lips instead.

"Why don't you sing for me, songbird?"

Finally he slides back down, pausing just long enough to tease with his mouth barely touching the tip, before he starts to slowly suckle on the head of Hector's cock. And he'll move down but slowly, making the man whine and beg for every inch.
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[personal profile] smokedout 2020-06-12 02:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Dodger doesn't have any time to react, before Hector's knee cracks against the side of his head. It takes every inch of self-control not to bite down on him, but he chokes a bit and yanks backward to catch his breath.

He isn't sure what he did, but it was too much. Something was too much. He hesitants before worming his way between Hector's legs, gently sliding his hands back the musician's wrists to uncover his face.

"Hey. You're fine." He hesitates before stealing a soft kiss. "I'm sorry. I'll go slower."
smokedout: They come to find, all insane ♪ (9 ♪ They look a little look at my brain)

[personal profile] smokedout 2020-06-12 02:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Dodger's brow knits, and he slips his hands around Hector to hold him. He'll tangle their bodies together as much as the man will let him, to let him know he's safe.

"Don't apologize. I'm... I'm sorry. I didn't know." One of his hands finds Hector's hair, and he runs his fingers through it softly, pressing another kiss to Hector's brow. "If you need me to stop, I will."
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[personal profile] smokedout 2020-06-12 03:16 pm (UTC)(link)
"It's not punishing me."

His brow furrows a bit, and he takes one of Hector's hands to press his lips to the scar. His lips travel down, pressing soft kisses all along his wrist and his arm.

"I..." He pauses, and lets out a quiet sigh. "Whatever you need. Stay close to me, just breathe."

In the meantime he slips a hand into Hector's hair, playing with the strands idly while he watches over him.

"Lots of people have been leaving, lately... you think that man's still around?"
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[personal profile] smokedout 2020-06-12 03:59 pm (UTC)(link)
"You never call me stupid for being afraid of the men who hurt me. So don't call yourself stupid for what he did to you."

Dodger leans into the kiss, and then settles into the bed. His breathing slows and he just holds him, and that last admission makes him laugh under his breath.

"Sometimes you make me wish I could love you. That we could just... it could just me us. Like in that VR thing, but... better." He hesitates, "Traveling around, singing songs together, just... us. Not worrying about anyone else."

It feels like treason. The exact same way he'd strayed from Ivar the moment they became official, he's cast his eyes on a greener pasture. It muddies his expression, and the ghost of a smile fades from his face.

"I'm glad I have you, Hector. I don't know how I'd manage without you."
smokedout: They come to find, all insane ♪ (9 ♪ They look a little look at my brain)

[personal profile] smokedout 2020-06-12 04:52 pm (UTC)(link)
"Then I'd follow you home. And we'd... I don't know. Get some dogs, adopt a kid. I'd run a bike shop and you could just make music for yourself. We could just let the world get on without us."

It's a pointless fantasy. And a dangerous one. But he can't help wanting to reach for that glimmer of hope, the thought of finally being happy.

"You're right, y'know. You're always right."

And yet even as he says that, his hands are straying down to Hector's hips and then down to grope his ass, while Dodger tugs him into a deeper, more passionate kiss.
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[personal profile] smokedout 2020-06-14 03:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Of course Hector has to be realistic. And it's not as if his own world would be any better. Hector would be a liability, Dodger would have to hide him away from the world or they would hide their love to keep Hector safe. Dodger's criminal record is four inches thick and he's classified as a high-risk mutant, he'd never be allowed to adopt. And Francis...

...He isn't sure he would still love Francis. The connection isn't as strong as the one Hector has with his wife. He's moved on so easily before, who knows how long his love for Francis will last.

It sets something off, gnawing at the back of his mind, but he tries to ignore it. Because Hector is still talking and fuck, it's exactly what he needs. The reassurance and... the offer. He opens his mouth as if to speak, wavering, but there aren't really words for what he's feeling. He just cups Hector's cheek and pulls him closer, kissing him almost desperately as his other hand tugs his shirt off, tosses it aside and guides Hector's hand down toward Dodger's belt.

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