[ He gives the head a little mock kiss to the hairline, tucks it under his arm and watches the cascade of emotions on Hector's face. He's pretty sure what he said has reached him -- unsurprising, considering it was true, but it seemed there was more to it, perhaps something the other man hasn't shared with him. ]
[ His expression shifts back into a smirk that's almost like a smile. ]
Good. Then we have an understanding.
[ He glances back at the head. ]
Oh, this? I was going to bury it, but I thought if you wanted to keep it for a while, it could wait...
[ Definitely doesn't look like Hector wants to keep it, though. ]
[He hopes so, he thinks. He doesn't want Squalo killed. But, it does seem like he's got a handle on things now.
That kiss makes him shudder though.
He makes a face. It'd be thoughtful if it weren't just deeply disturbing. He repeats;]
Please.
[It makes him wonder what was done to his body, back home. Surely nothing so gruesome. But what then? He doesn't know. It was never something he thought he'd have to worry about.
His eyes go down. And then they close, his arms wrapping around himself.]
... It wasn't food poisoning. [This may seem out of the blue but-] The thing I died from the first time. It wasn't that. My best friend suggested as I was dying and I believed him. He poisoned me. I didn't know until Dodger explained how things work.
I'm trying to process two different murders right now from two different friends and it's a lot. I need time. And I don't think I'm the kind of person who can handle stuff like severed heads anyway. Sorry.
[ Squalo raises his eyebrows a bit. This did make sense, and Hector had never really told him about his symptoms in the first place so he didn't have reason to doubt it, but now... it's like a bunch of puzzle pieces crashing into place. ]
Well, it's technically still food poisoning... just, y'know, with poison.
[ He gives Hector a worried look. It would probably work better if he wasn't bloody up to his elbows and still holding a severed head though. ]
[He looks up with an expression simply too exhausted to be amused. He wishes he hadn't, because Squalo is covered in blood and holding a head. He still feels like he could throw up and he's grateful that he very much physically can't.
[Inoffensive. That's new. Then again, compared to some of the other residents of Hell he can see how someone would think that.
The question is uncomfortable, even without Squalo speaking to Dodger's head.]
I don't know that either. He's not crazy he's just...
[He doesn't know. His best friend is a murderer. Did he really know anything?]
We fought. We were partners on tour and I told him I was done. I packed my songs, my guitar. I just wanted to go home. I'd hardly ever told him no before.
[Only Squalo would take that dry thanks. He looks at the man, deadpanned.
Maybe he'll appreciate the honest asshole later. Maybe.]
I... okay. [Protesting this is probably not going to go far.] But if I do, hypothetically, call you to be a hit man... [Not going to happen.] Please don't bring back their body parts.
[ Why not? It's literally this man's whole career. ]
Sure. [ He waves his free hand dismissively and grins. ] The customer picks the music.
[ #yeah ]
In the meantime, stop suffering people who try to own you, yeah? If they don't respect your wishes, drop that shit. Don't let them guilt you into staying. You don't owe anyone your friendship, fuck, you don't owe anyone anything.
But he does get what Squalo goes on to say. He hugs his arms to his chest, looking down. He wants to say it's not so simple. He was murdered for this. But, could he not have left Ernesto sooner? Did he have to stop and turn back in the doorway?]
I guess... at the time... it seemed more like they were trying to be friends than own me.
[And that's going to make things really hard.]
But you're right. The only ones I owe are my family.
Yeah, you gotta work on that. [ Squalo waves a hand impatiently. ] You don't look like someone who can't read people, maybe you just really don't want to see the bad. 'Nd that's no good. You owe staying alive to your family, right? Never forget it's not just you getting hurt.
[ When you let people walk over you, you're hurting your family. This is what Squalo's trying to express, because he assumes if Hector doesn't want to be more strict for himself, he sure as hell will for his family. ]
Think on it. Lemme know whenever you need someone's head popped.
[Maybe he doesn't want to see the bad. Maybe that's what that one sin on his list is; urning a blind eye.
But he's not sure he could have expected Squalo to twist that knife in. Sharply, his head goes up.
Squalo's right. Because he didn't pay attention, his wife is having to mind their family on her own. Because he looked away, Coco has no father. Because of him...]
... Okay. Thank you.
[And that, there, is the closest he's come so far to that slippery slope of considering actually being rid of someone. He doesn't like the feeling.]
[ Squalo can see he's hit the target. There's the slightest smirk on his face. ]
Or if anyone bothers you. I'd like to know that too.
[ Hopefully Hector realizes that for the codeword it's supposed to be. Telling someone to kill somebody else would potentially count as sin for his list. Venting to a pal about someone bothering him, though? Well, there's no telling what that pal will do with such information, so it wouldn't be on him. ]
[ He raises his free hand in a lazy wave as he heads for the door. ]
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[ He gives the head a little mock kiss to the hairline, tucks it under his arm and watches the cascade of emotions on Hector's face. He's pretty sure what he said has reached him -- unsurprising, considering it was true, but it seemed there was more to it, perhaps something the other man hasn't shared with him. ]
[ His expression shifts back into a smirk that's almost like a smile. ]
Good. Then we have an understanding.
[ He glances back at the head. ]
Oh, this? I was going to bury it, but I thought if you wanted to keep it for a while, it could wait...
[ Definitely doesn't look like Hector wants to keep it, though. ]
Suppose I'll be getting on that soon, then.
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That kiss makes him shudder though.
He makes a face. It'd be thoughtful if it weren't just deeply disturbing. He repeats;]
Please.
[It makes him wonder what was done to his body, back home. Surely nothing so gruesome. But what then? He doesn't know. It was never something he thought he'd have to worry about.
His eyes go down. And then they close, his arms wrapping around himself.]
... It wasn't food poisoning. [This may seem out of the blue but-] The thing I died from the first time. It wasn't that. My best friend suggested as I was dying and I believed him. He poisoned me. I didn't know until Dodger explained how things work.
I'm trying to process two different murders right now from two different friends and it's a lot. I need time. And I don't think I'm the kind of person who can handle stuff like severed heads anyway. Sorry.
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Well, it's technically still food poisoning... just, y'know, with poison.
[ He gives Hector a worried look. It would probably work better if he wasn't bloody up to his elbows and still holding a severed head though. ]
I'm sorry.
[ And also, ]
You really need to pick your "friends" better.
[ y'know ]
[ like him ]
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He sighs.]
I know.
[He just doesn't think he knows how.
Especially in Hell.]
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[ He glances down at "Dodger", eyebrow raised and lips pursed slightly as if expecting an answer from the head. ]
You're a psychopath, [ ahahahahahahahh ] what about the other guy?
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The question is uncomfortable, even without Squalo speaking to Dodger's head.]
I don't know that either. He's not crazy he's just...
[He doesn't know. His best friend is a murderer. Did he really know anything?]
We fought. We were partners on tour and I told him I was done. I packed my songs, my guitar. I just wanted to go home. I'd hardly ever told him no before.
[He scrubs at his face.]
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There's your pattern. You're a pushover and you gravitate to people who don't take no for an answer.
[ Hopefully it doesn't dissuade him from trying, though. If anything, hearing "no" more often might make them get used to it. ]
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Gee, thanks.
[He's right. But still.]
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[ Isn't it refreshing to have someone be a honest asshole? ]
Anyway, anything like this happens again, you come to me. I'll give 'em a run for their money.
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Maybe he'll appreciate the honest asshole later. Maybe.]
I... okay. [Protesting this is probably not going to go far.] But if I do, hypothetically, call you to be a hit man... [Not going to happen.] Please don't bring back their body parts.
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Sure. [ He waves his free hand dismissively and grins. ] The customer picks the music.
[ #yeah ]
In the meantime, stop suffering people who try to own you, yeah? If they don't respect your wishes, drop that shit. Don't let them guilt you into staying. You don't owe anyone your friendship, fuck, you don't owe anyone anything.
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Yet.]...Right...
[He doesn't get that reference!
But he does get what Squalo goes on to say. He hugs his arms to his chest, looking down. He wants to say it's not so simple. He was murdered for this. But, could he not have left Ernesto sooner? Did he have to stop and turn back in the doorway?]
I guess... at the time... it seemed more like they were trying to be friends than own me.
[And that's going to make things really hard.]
But you're right. The only ones I owe are my family.
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[ When you let people walk over you, you're hurting your family. This is what Squalo's trying to express, because he assumes if Hector doesn't want to be more strict for himself, he sure as hell will for his family. ]
Think on it. Lemme know whenever you need someone's head popped.
[ He gestures at the head under his arm. ]
In the meantime, I've got things to take care of.
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But he's not sure he could have expected Squalo to twist that knife in. Sharply, his head goes up.
Squalo's right. Because he didn't pay attention, his wife is having to mind their family on her own. Because he looked away, Coco has no father. Because of him...]
... Okay. Thank you.
[And that, there, is the closest he's come so far to that slippery slope of considering actually being rid of someone. He doesn't like the feeling.]
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Or if anyone bothers you. I'd like to know that too.
[ Hopefully Hector realizes that for the codeword it's supposed to be. Telling someone to kill somebody else would potentially count as sin for his list. Venting to a pal about someone bothering him, though? Well, there's no telling what that pal will do with such information, so it wouldn't be on him. ]
[ He raises his free hand in a lazy wave as he heads for the door. ]
Later. Take care.